Reckoning.

About to hit the shower, then go lay down my soul at the feet of the Cook County judicial system.  I'm ill prepared for this-agitated, and lacking proper sleep-but all I can do is go and see what they have mapped out for me.

If I had a choice, I'd go to the Caribbean instead....



More later????????????????????????

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