Safe Bubble
Trauma & heartbreak can fuck your whole world up at the most random points of your life. In my case, it's just my love life. I'm realizing that after walking away from Poppa for the last time, getting ghosted by Flaco two years ago, and everything in between, I've grown a really hard shell. I have no tolerance for games and bullshit anymore, and, as I mentioned in my last post, I could give a shit whether I date. However, that's not the whole story. The truth is, I literally ache for connection. I feel an actual, physical yearn for it in my body. I just don't know how to open myself up to someone anymore to try to get it. It's like I want to sit here in my suit of armor and just sleep, until someone comes and crashes their way inside. But I know at the end of the day, that's unrealistic.