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Crash...Crash...BURN

  So eloquently put by my favorite band, 30 Seconds To Mars, and coincidentally, it's also exactly how I feel.   There's that moment when you're about to be in a huge car wreck when everything goes into slow motion.  The impact comes, which sends you hurtling through the windshield, but in the moment you feel none of it, (I'm guessing the adrenaline and surrealism of the moment has something to do with that.) but a few hours later, as the shock fades, the pain rolls in and you're in the most agonizing pain you have ever felt in your life.  That's how I feel now.  The shock and surrealism of finding out about Grande's many, MANY exploits over the course of our relationship has worn off, only to leave excruciating pain in it's wake, like the slime on a snail trail.  There aren't enough words in the English language, or any other language, to explain the magnitude of my pain right now.  I feel as if half of me was ripped off and burned into ashes.  Ho